Semi-horrible school day ~
Nevermind.
Ahh!
Ahhhh!
I want to dance omg
Contemporaryyy <3
I hope i can do a good job with meimei's item thing.
SHE came in to watch dance today
I was like omg wts is she doing here.
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I feel..
Like I don't belong anymore
[because I don't]
=/
Miserable.
Oh I need to blog quick before the internet goes off.
I AM PHAT OMG.
:((((
Why is almost everyone else so skinny
...
My mommy is going to help me diet, idc.
Okay school life sucks big time.
):
Today was a nice day.
[Though I didn't get any work accomplished. Which is what i'll spend my next few hours trying to do.]
Okay let's start with last night.
I watched gladiator at the guys' house!
With tim and dom and auntie pat [who soon gave up and went up to sleep]
It was really late.
They made me watch a soccer match between man u and portsmouth [man u won 5-0. one of the goals was scored by portsmouth themselves into their own net, how stupid -.-]
Auntie Pat says soccer is just '22 men running after one ball'. HAHA.
Anw. Gladiator was so bloody D: Had to keep turning away
I HATE COMMADUS. HE'S LIKE THE STUPIDEST HEARTLESS RETARDEST RETARDE EVER. >(
lol throughout the show [after he killed maximus' family] i was like.
Commadus is so stupid! He's an idiot. Stupid stupid stupid. Slap his face! HORRIBLE. NO BRAIN.
Then tim and dom were like SHUT UP AND JUST WATCH THE SHOW.
And I laugh. Hahaha.
But seriously he's so horrigible, ugh.
Anyway.
Yeah I realised my wonderful potential as a living pillow for everyone =O
Take tim, for example
He was like 'lend me your shoulder' then he'd just lean on me and write his card [man i almost couldn't stand to read it. hahahaha.]
Then like half an hour away from the end of the movie he was so tired it ended up with him lying on my lap and trying to sleep
I was like if you sleep why the heck am i here -.-
Lol must've been a funny sight; some 19 year old guy can't even stay awake when i'm wiiiide awake.
Yeah so anyway I went home really late.
Today morning!
I got up at around 8.30
Smsed auntie pat and arranged to go to church with her
Both of us plus dom went out for breakfast first at this cafe just outside; next to coro
IT WAS SO CUTE OMG
In the future I shall make my boyfriend bring me there for a date, idc.
HAHA.
But it's ex :(
French - styled!
Suuuuuper nice.
We sent Dom home then headed to suntec
Sat in gallery west like always
Goood sermon :)
Faith WILL WORK when I speak what I believe,
Amen!
After that Auntie Pat took me for lunch @ the central [clarke quay]
Some Jap restaurant called Waraku
SO NICE.
Then we went to sticky
My first time seeing the shop!
There were all these sweet lollipop hearts there
I was commenting to Auntie Pat
If my future boyfriend were to buy me one, i'd think it superrrrr sweet of him
'Cos seriously they were sooo pretty!
But the i wouldn't eat it 'cos i'd get diabetes HAHA
BUT.
She went ahead and bought me one. HAHA.
See below!
This is it against my computer screen which was off

In comparison to my face!

Big right!
Hahaha.
See you can't even fit it into your mouth.
WHICH REMINDS ME
I found a bouquet of a dozen roses in the guys' house
It had a card which read "Dearest Karmen, good morning, have a blessed day! Love, Kok Kwee"
Omg so sweeeeeeet. [Their parents!]
they're overseas now.
Sigh.
Screw school :(
But it's going to be an awesome week, amen!
Although i do not see how it can be!
Haha!
D:
It has been an amaazzzinggg weekend.
Awesomepossumness defined.
And next weekend is a 5 day one, zomg. I WANT.
Please God, help me through school.
I don't want to live everyday like I want to die.
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I took zilian photos. =X
[i think.. camwhore isn't a nice word, so.]
With my favourite bigg soft toy!
[hmm. do you recognise it?]
:)
[p.s. the L poster at the left is my sister's. not mine. i'm not obsessed! ]







Okay omg this is what ahlians would do right.
Uh ohhh.
But not like people come to my blog, anyway!
So shhh.
Auntie pat took me and tim out for lunch today@ Tanglin mall
Ateee.
I'm feeling a lot better
But I still feel really tired >(
And a biiit floaty
My head kinda throbs too.
But it's okay, it isn't that bad
Then I went over to his house to watch him play
He asked me to go sleep on Dan's bed but i didn't 'cos i realised i had to go home and take medicine
Lol, i think their beds are the only guys' beds i've ever lied down on
... well duh. haha.
When we were younger we would build forts with blankets and pillows and clothes pegs and play house
Omg good times [:
Hooooooooooooooooooooooooh.
I'm sick!
Again. Lol.
Oh nooo I don't like it when people argue
It is very scary.
I had bio prac first two periods today
I'm so going to fail it, shit. ):
Anyway.
Nearing the end of it,
My head started going crazy
I felt like I was floating, really!
Maybe this is how astronauts feel
Cooolness.
I went down to the GO at around 9.45
Tisa and Sydney accompanied me [:
Sat down and waited til my mommy came
I had to wake her up :(
Sorry mommy.
She came at around 10.20?
Quite a few teachers walked in and out and asked what happened to me haha
Ms Tan was like, "over stressed is it."
Lol at least she knows they're driving us crazy.
Then I thought.
If that woman walks in I'll have to greet her
So i spent the rest of my time staring out the side window
And resisting the urge to turn my head and look at whoever walks in
Lol.
Mommy took me to the doctor we always go to
the last time i saw him was last year =O
OBS check up.
I had to waittttt and watch okto 'cos mommy went to get money from home [i think she didn't bring her wallet]
Soooo got 2 day mc and 2 weeks of no pe/exercise which i'm going to ignore in the case of dance because if i don't dance, i'm screwed.
Floaty feeling's back!
My head is so screwed.
I slept realllllly long today
From when I got back until dinnertime
When i woke up and went down, auntie pat was there!
Haha she's so cute.
SO many times i'd come home and find her reading newspaper at our dining table
hahaha.
Anw thank you God for this muchhh needed break :)
Valentine's day is coming!
I like valentine's day.
Because I get to receive and give roses to peoplee
It's so fun haha
And balloons!
I think i gave balloons last year [:
OH OMG
That time KY gave me that pretttttttty balloon
but that was from like MAF or something i think
he bought it for like 3 bucks D:
the transparant one with the pink heart balloon inside
I LOVED IT.


This one this one!
Except it wasn't black and white [duh!]
Haha he insisted that this photo made me look like an astronaut
Fly through space ~~
.. which is exactly how i feel now actually haha how coincidental.
I haven't and am not planning to do any work tonight
Shucks. I seriously suck ):
So screweeeddd.
I hope tomorrow will be a happy dayy~
Then I will be a happy girl! :)
Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you write Kind of turn themselves into knives And don't mind my nerve you can call it fiction But I like being submerged in your contradictions dear Cause here we are, here we are Although you are biased I love your advice Your comebacks they're quick and probably have to do with your insecurities Theres no shame in being crazy, depending on how you take these Words that paraphrasing this relationship we're stagingOh omg haha.
Ang is so funny; part of her pm reads that 活到老,学到老 is so sadistic
I AGREE.
HCI invest today!
Not bad lahh.
Being around in the school compound brought back so many memories again :)
It always does.
I achieved my goal of meeting Kenny, Elly and Joyce today!
Yay, score!
Have blisterrrs though :(
Stupid shoes. Haha.
Didn't hurt as much as last time, though !
After everything I went over to the jc side, met joyce/jing/sandra
and then met my sister and sat in her hp classroom for a while
[air con was blissss at that time. it was so HOT.]
then mommy came and drove us to coro where i went to buy bubble tea
bumped into akilan [shanmugaratnam]! surprisingly, he could recognise me and he said hi first
so i said hi back and we talked a bit 'cos his friends were in the line too
Then he left, then I left. And went home. And slept until dinner.
After dinner I fell asleep again and woke up at 9 unfortunately.
My mommy was asking me if I wanted to get an mc for tomorrow
I'm like no cannot I have a lot of things to hand in and I have an ss test
Then she's like Friday?
I'm like, my last moelc jap lesson in my entire life :(
She says get an mc for school then just go for jap
I say. Can meh O.O
She says. You mean your school will call up the centre and find out meh! no right.
I say. oh. okay.
Oh, stupid, stupid school.
She came in as a relief teacher today 'cos someone wasn't here :(
[i am trying very hard to not let anyone know who i'm talking about lol. Kinda hard though. Many people share my sentiments]
The moment she stepped in I was like SHIT WHY HER.
Of course, I'm like famous now because my name's been announced over the PA 4 times in the past week
Okay no that's exaggeration but you know what I mean.
I cannot even stand her face.
!Q@#@%(
^*@#()*&$Okay I'm supposed to be doing geog lol.
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I forgot to mention that at the SO concert I bumped into Charis!
Who was my primary school classmate for 6 years in a row ~
Who pangseh-ed me to go to NYGH -,-
Okay sorry this photo does her no justice. But it's the only one D:

Haha I really treated her like crap last time. D:
I used to be a horrible person
[still am, in some ways]
Yeah. Hopefully I'll be seeing her next year thoughh.
Freaking tired today
Mommy says it's 'cos i'm a bit sick too
and I shouldn't actually exercise
Whoops. =X
Who cares la HAHA.
Just that I really want to kill my nose/throat.
Mondays and Tuesdays are nightmares
Ending at 7+ with dance
Tuesdays are the worst.
CCA dance from 2.45-4.30, Hsien Fa [bar work] from like 4.40 - 5+? then ballet from 5.30-7+
I feel like I can just drop dead.
Rawr.
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I had many things in mind I wanted to blog about but my mind suddenly blanked out.
Oh my nose/throat HAS BEEN IRRITATING ME THE WHOLE DAY.
Grahh.
Makes me want to chop it off hahaha x)
Anw.
I am being a good girl tonight but still so freaking unproductive lol
I'm too stupid :(
I shouldn't be in the Omega group.
I was quite surprised when I got called out along with all the SY geniuses to go see Mrs Long and Mdm Goh
Apparently we're the group who's being spotted to score straight A1s for our Os
So the HODs will moniter our progress and try to correct any straying or anything
Hmmm
I feel so left out.
Total social outcast!
D:
Maybe I shouldn't even be going
Teehee, queen of rejects
Oh I love the sytycd season 6 dance by kathryn & jakob to At This Moment by Michael Buble [contemporary].
IT IS SO AWESOMELY PRETTY OMG <3
Ahh, wednesday hci invest [:
Not sure whether we should miss E math 'cos I know mrs gan HATES it when she doesn't have a complete class
Hmmmmmm.
Need to go find lao shi tomorrow and ask. no. tell. her that i'm missing remedial
HAAAHAHHAHAAHAHHAAHHA i have no brain seriously.
Okay buhbye.