I'm beginning to question why I was so against the notion of going to study in the states after O levels
Then I'd be with jie
And I would at the very least have one person I can talk to anytime, anywhere
One week of walling myself up in this room has wrecked my mind and body
But there are still many, many weeks to come
In any case,
I must learn to survive being alone
Okay not exactly alone, since Daddy God is there 24/7 <3
Anyway I can understand why no one would want to talk to me
I don't argue that that's unfair 'cos i wouldn't want to talk to me
(y)
I can do this!
