high.net

2012-01-24T01:30:00.002+08:00

Sounded like a shout

Never happened before

I shouldn't have kept asking, lol

Oops.

Hmmmmm

Should I sleep the whole day tomorrow

besides doing my homework and maybe some SAT practice, of course

That might ward off hunger, at least until i can get food

And it makes me feel skinnier ^^ teehee!

2012-01-11T22:44:00.002+08:00

Feel sick-ish.

Stupid homework, stupid tests, stupid everything

My knee hurts.

I don't feel good at all.

In no way

2012-01-08T23:40:00.001+08:00

Daddy,

why can't i just die?

2012-01-07T00:22:00.002+08:00

Alone, again
I do miss being able to call and cry to you, I remember lying by the poolside on the phone while I cried and you just listened and was there for me
Lol you endured all my talk on -------
That was before we stopped talking altogether and our friendship never really got fixed

Different seasons for different friendships, shirmaine taught me that

It's a new year

2011-12-03T00:12:00.000+08:00

Hugging myself to sleep

Who knows if i'll sleep

2011-11-16T00:56:00.002+08:00

This is the time for my energy to be renewed

For my dread for life to be taken away

I hope it'll be a good trip!

But I'll miss you

2011-11-14T00:23:00.001+08:00

The last few weeks have been crazy tumultuous

But you stayed by my side the whole time

And I'm doing shit to you for it

I'm sorry

2011-10-25T23:06:00.001+08:00

Haha,
Why is the male fixing problem finding solutions mentality so true.
Sometimes all we girls want is to be listened to
Not to be instructed on what to do next
Meh.

2011-10-24T00:02:00.000+08:00

somebody anybody a hug please :(

2011-10-23T23:35:00.001+08:00

I'm losing it

2011-10-23T00:47:00.001+08:00

haven't felt this terrible in a long time
i think i'm really exhausted
even after laughter i still feel horrible
can't believe this.

2011-10-19T23:38:00.000+08:00

Cry la that's all you know how to do

2011-10-04T22:32:00.002+08:00

37.5! A barely-there-but-still-official fever.
FINALLY
was probably a result of my walk home in the not very heavy rain
i see what you did there again, rain.
tho prolly not a good idea to have it when my math paper is tomorrow...
the one paper i really really really want to do very well in =/
&given my slackness, it'll really be god's grace!

I must say it's affecting my ability to focus haha
and i feel a little dizzy-ish and the back of my eyeballs hurt a little
Hope it'll be completely fine during the paper tomorrow

I wanna have fun doing the paperr
and that only happens if i know how to do everything (HA! i shall be able to amen :D)

okay. time to revise a bit more then hit the shower and then bed.

2011-10-02T20:29:00.002+08:00

wtc is 37.1 degrees that's like hovering between a fever and a non-fever but is actually a non-fever which is ptooey because it totally feels like one.
i found out my parents think i've been mugging the whole past week when i locked myself in [omg hahahahahahahahhaah what a joke]
but hopefully my results will be grace-filled and look as if they were right, heh heh

now whereeee are my notes.

2011-10-02T19:35:00.002+08:00

Stupid brain, stupid heart, stop it.
Stop feeling.

2011-10-02T12:15:00.003+08:00

I thought I'd be really awake today because I slept so much yesterday but I was wrong :(
Even fell asleep during the last half hour of the sermon..
Met Abel in the lift when i was going to the 3rd floor
Haha shock of my life; I didn't realise it was him until the doors had closed and everything
He asked if I was sitting with them and I just said nope and bye and headed out
Service was goodd, we sang a hymn today that reminded me of my time in FCBC
"The steadfast love of the lord never ceases, his mercies never come to an end <3"
I used to play that on the piano allllll the time
Unless i remember wrongly and it was another hymn... hahah
Omw home I saw rachel ho at the market bus stop!
Turns out she goes to IBC down the road
Quite cool.

Okay nap time before the final rush for econs beginnnnnnns
I cannot do it on my own but with God's help everything's gonna be fine and I shall ace it [:

2011-10-02T02:28:00.001+08:00

I realize why I've been sleeping so much
It's escapism
2.38 am and I still can't sleep
My body clock is thoroughly screwed up

2011-10-01T22:49:00.002+08:00

I'm beginning to question why I was so against the notion of going to study in the states after O levels
Then I'd be with jie
And I would at the very least have one person I can talk to anytime, anywhere
One week of walling myself up in this room has wrecked my mind and body
But there are still many, many weeks to come

In any case,
I must learn to survive being alone
Okay not exactly alone, since Daddy God is there 24/7 <3
Anyway I can understand why no one would want to talk to me
I don't argue that that's unfair 'cos i wouldn't want to talk to me

(y)
I can do this!

2011-09-20T01:02:00.002+08:00

I think of you,
My chest starts to ache, my throat constricts and tears start to fall
I can't describe the pain
It isn't physical, i don't know what it is
But I know what I want so badly
But won't be getting anytime soon

Gah. Sleep.

2011-09-16T22:43:00.002+08:00

I completely lost my ball sense today
During captain's ball i couldn't focus on the ball and i couldn't even catch it properly
not once
something's very wrong.
When i couldn't catch it and it flew up and bounced on my head that was the last straw and i asked to be subbed
At first i thought it was cos i wasn't wearing glasses but after that i did and it didn't make a difference
I was so upset, i spoilt the game [or at least the part i was playing] for our class
esp since today was inter-class

cell group was really good today,
thank god i was born into a christian family and a good church
i'm so blessed, serious.

demi lovato's rendition of skyscraper was running through my head today
it's sooooooo good omg
altho nat doesn't seem to think so
i was swooning over it to him and jo in the council room after school before i left for cg
[which is so neat now that SnR did their punishment]
then i turned to jo and she said she didn't really think it was that much of a big deal either :(
sigh.

might study with meimei and abby tomorrow, i'm not sure
see how much of a lazy fat pig i am

I need to stop worrying
Daddy God'll take care of everything <3

2011-09-15T23:06:00.001+08:00

the jealousy monster omnomnomnom

2011-09-08T23:06:00.001+08:00

what's wrong with me

2011-09-08T01:27:00.001+08:00

Feels good when someone asks if you're okay and asks you not to cryy
You feel cared for and touched

Let's see what happens tomorrow
I'm tired.

2011-09-06T23:49:00.000+08:00

absence makes the heart grow fonder

2011-08-24T01:28:00.002+08:00

because i miss you more than words can say/
you know you take my breath away

Daddy God please please please bless me with immense favour among my group members
And that either they're okay even tho i lost chapter 1/ i will find it tomorrow/ mr lo miraculously agrees to mark it again
Thank you for the time of devo I had today even though i had to leave early and it was a mere 20 minutes or so
Because indeed there's only one thing needful;
Teach me to focus on you and not on the world,
And walk by your ways
In Jesus' name,
Amen <3

Since i have NCC's app on my itouch i should be reading daily devotionals everyday
But i haven't been doing so :(
Idk what I'm doing with my life anymore

2011-08-22T22:27:00.001+08:00

Morale plummeted to -100%

2011-08-19T00:22:00.002+08:00

More people started noticing the bruise =O
Which is greenish-yellowish now haha
But it's healing and fading I suppose; it's really faint and doesn't hurt as much anymore

Even though it's been almost a year (I think?)
Or technically 2 years already since the start of it all
I still feel so guilty ):

Sigh.

Longg day tomorrow
And the day after
And many days after to come

2011-08-18T00:19:00.002+08:00

Wolverine scratched me today :(
It stung when I showered haha
Another scratch on my wrist too
I think injuries are so cool (y)
On myself only, of course.
Unless it limits activity too much

Centrepiece... Sigh so tired of changing ):
Why do teachers give the okay when they think it isn't okay

I'm supposed to be studying for bio spa/ econs quiz now
I'm going to get zero for econs.

And I haven't redone the alumni page or checked the j2's dedications
Screwed up.

Get well soon, take care ):
Don't let the cold get to you there

2011-08-15T20:56:00.002+08:00

I was so surprised when Jing noticed the bruise on my face
No one else did/ has so far =O
But yeah the greenish shade is visible from certain angles and under certain light
I never saw it til I looked closely today after she asked lol
It really hurts if it's pressed/rubbed

Chem SPA tomorrow, i really hope it'll go perfectly
Pray for me!

):

2011-08-14T23:52:00.001+08:00

What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down
Cuz my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just want to fix this somehow

I am so sorry

2011-08-12T23:26:00.002+08:00

now i'll hug myself to sleep again
doesn't matter, doesn't make a difference
who'd want to be here anyway

But guys please know
When other girls cry
never ever leave her alone

2011-08-08T22:19:00.003+08:00

Now will you just stop making such a fuss out of nothing?

Daddy God, I feel like I've made all the wrong choices
Was I wrong?
Maybe it would be better if I just disappeared
Everyone's lives would be so much better and less complicated

And it wouldn't hurt anymore

I know you love me,
Even though I've let you down time and again
But Daddy, now what do I do?

I'll never be good enough,
Not for you, not for my family, not for him, not for my friends

But Lord for you I'll push on
You gave your life for me to live mine
It isn't my life to throw away

So guide me, and keep me under the shadow of your wing
Because I can't do it on my own

My strength is in you.

2011-08-04T21:20:00.001+08:00

Why does it hurt so much

2011-08-04T20:01:00.001+08:00

You know that feeling when you're crying so hard and you desperately need someone to talk to but there's no one there?
Yeah,
I hate that feeling.

2011-08-04T00:11:00.002+08:00

When memories and tears flood
I find that I can't concentrate on doing my econs tutorial
And my head hurts

2011-07-24T23:44:00.001+08:00

The art
Of crying silently

2011-07-21T00:19:00.001+08:00

oh, woe is me

2011-07-13T23:50:00.002+08:00

Walking, stumbling
On these shadowfeet

2011-06-25T00:15:00.002+08:00

Dear Daddy God,

Help, please.

I dunno what I'm doing but I need a miracle from you

time's running out rapidly and I don't even feel anything

Everything seems so pointless now

Speak to me pleaseeee thank you <3

In jesus' name I pray, Amen.

Recurring flashbacks

And always the same one

Why?

2011-06-14T01:09:00.003+08:00

Nausea won't go away =/
But it subsided a little.
Hope i don't puke in my sleep [ewwww]

Bye bye til Saturday night
<3

I'm sorry

2011-06-13T22:09:00.002+08:00

Just let me puke and be done with this
Who the hell cares anyway.
I'm done believing

2011-06-13T20:29:00.001+08:00

kill me now.

2011-06-11T00:48:00.002+08:00

Oohhh there's something wrong with my right shoulder
And I have a bruise on my left foot about the size of my thumb
Idk how I got it during dance today but it looks pretty bad haha
Doesn't really hurt though

Now to add on to my left ankle still hurting but now hurting a little bit more,
my right foot is a little screwed too :O
The medetassel or whatever my ballet teachers used to call it
But it's finee.

Okay i am freaking tired haha
Ate dinner at 11+ when I got home
dance was 3-7.30
And we're leaving in about 5 hours

I'm totally going to crash in the car
If i don't start watching the ghibli collection haha

Meh

Zzzzzzzzzzzzz

why? ): not worth waiting for?

2011-06-10T01:05:00.000+08:00

Demoralised ):

2011-06-03T00:01:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry

2011-05-27T00:48:00.000+08:00

♥

2011-05-24T00:25:00.002+08:00

Reminder: Restful Increase!

Took an sms from B2 saying to jiayou and not be too stressed out to remind me that I'm worrying too much about things
I'm not living up to the standards of a councillor haha.
So much work undone, average grades, complete sleepiness during tutorials and lectures
Why do I deserve to be one again?

I have realised that I'm a really selfish person
I care more about my own feelings than others'
Sighh.

Long day tomorrow, this week is a hectic frenzy of homework tests appointments tasks duties and whatnot. Last week of school (y)

2011-05-14T22:23:00.003+08:00

Woke up this morning and my eyes were so tired from last night that i couldn't be bothered to wear contacts so i wore glasses the whole day instead

Work session was longg i was so sleepy
But the whole council learnt the batch song and we pretty much know all our items (y)
it was quite fun i guesss
boss was sick and he never sleep much so today he was a bit quieter than usual =/
aiyo.

So tired although technically i should be doing work now
I should do some research for GPP haha

Can't believe that my ankle's still so screwed up haha
It's been how long... lol

I haven't gotten or written anything for my angel/mortal
haha this is why i hate the whole game thing.

I miss dancing =/
So tired.

2011-05-10T23:56:00.002+08:00

Oh woww it's been exhausting
The two tests today were fine, fortunately
Council batch song is also finally done (!)

Managed to pull some muscle in my neck during math lecture test
Stupid low tables ):
Tsk, it hurts.

Econs has so many technical terms my mind is whirling from all of them
marginal propensity to consume, planned aggregate expenditure, the Keynesian theory, AE = C + I + G + (X - M)
Lol my brain my eyes my entire being is so tired now

So it's time to say goodnight
Goodnight!

2011-05-06T22:50:00.002+08:00

busy schedules, hectic lives
sometimes i get so caught up i forget to remember
daddy god's watching over me and guiding me and making sure everything turns out okay
so i'll be fine
<3
what a perfect love.

schleeeepyyyyyy

I loved watching tangled in 3d in the cinema, wish i could go back and watch it again :(
Miss the feeling

2011-04-22T23:26:00.000+08:00

don't go

2011-04-16T22:06:00.000+08:00

In, yet still Out.

2011-04-04T20:29:00.002+08:00

My blog, my rant.

<3 all my group mates & jessie & jing ying & everyone who tried to cheer me up today

Zhewei so cute ahhahaha his sms was like Aiyo OG rep ah OG rep, why the tears in your eye? D: You want find someone to talk to / listen to you?? [...] even when he had no idea what happened
He's a super nice guy (y)

Yeah maybe I'm making a mountain out of a molehill but that's just the way I ammm so deal with it if you can't then forget it it's okay i can deal with it myself; I'm not asking for anything.

I was at a point at thinking maybe I really was ready for council, somemore. Sighhh it's back to square one

Anw, campfire comm for mentoring camp! Hmmm gotta go brainstorm on ideas for it

Bio and Chem test coming up @@
Why must be on the same day :(

Elections tomorrow
All I can say is that whatever happens, it's in God's plan!
So whether or not disappointment hits, I'll pick myself up again and carry on
I pray for strength :)

God has been really good to me! So yesssss I must learn to appreciate what I have

(y)

2011-03-28T22:21:00.001+08:00

So why am i ten feet under and upside down

2011-03-27T23:46:00.000+08:00

Why won't it stop?

2011-03-26T22:53:00.001+08:00

When you're tired,
Everything just hurts so much more

2011-03-20T21:07:00.001+08:00

I'm hanging on another day
Just to see what
You throw my way
I'm hanging on
To the words you say
You said that I would
Be okay

2011-03-16T21:41:00.001+08:00

Jc life is awesome but the pace is so fast it's quite scary.

24 dayyyys omg can't time move faster =/

2011-03-11T00:15:00.000+08:00

Prayer

2011-03-08T23:29:00.001+08:00

zomg i really have issues haha.

sleeeeeeeeeeeeepy!

Math graphing is so lskjfdls.,zmodklfb must really study D:
Hope she gives the quiz back tomorrow so we can go through it haha

bffft.

2011-03-05T22:25:00.000+08:00

and if anyone asks me, everything is okay

2011-03-03T21:53:00.002+08:00

Mentoring club!
Most memorable moment:
When they were getting ready to be dismissed & the mentoring club head was scolding them cos they were naughty
Just when she was telling them not to jump down the stairs anymore,
Mentoring club head: DON'T tell me you don't know what jumping is. Jumping is when you have two feet off the ground okay?
Random cheeky boy: ... OH!
I started laughing so i had to use my file to cover my face so they'd remain serious ahahaha

(y) cute primary school kids
Some really naughty though

Now steph calls me ahjummamoomoo ... -,-

haha prizegiving tomorrowww.
going back to sc!

2011-02-28T23:56:00.002+08:00

ZOMGGGG sleepy with tons of work to do but i'm still blogging :O

Thank you jesus that tomorrow's interview will go smoothly and i will not blank out and it'll be fun and i can just totally spill whatever i want to say and i'll impress them :D

If council is part of your plan for me, God, then i shall get in!
If not, then wellllll you know what's best for me. <3

Okay okay gp compre now.
Chiong ahhhhhhhh!

Hey, you!
I still follow your blog =O do you follow mine?

2011-02-25T23:32:00.001+08:00

Seriously, wth? :(

2011-02-23T21:56:00.003+08:00

Why is the smb so freaking slow lol.

My ankleeeee is aching
I'm too tired to care anymore, stupid ankle
Everyone can go crack all the lame [pun intended] jokes they want~

Haha i keep telling myself and people that nevermind it won't matter if i don't get in
but that won't be the case lor -.-
stupid, why do i have to be so fixed on it hahaha

Econnnnnns
Demand - different quantities of goods consumers are willing and able to buy at each possible price over a period of time, ceteris paribus
demand schedule - table w/ the above blah blah blah
Joint demand vs competitive demand
final demand vs derived demand
individual demand/market demand
the law of demand states that an inverse relationship exists between the price of a good and the quantity of it demanded, ceteris paribus
movements vs shifts in the demand curve
movement - due to change in price only shift - due to change in other non-price determinants of demand, where the price remains the same
PTIDE - change in Prices of related goods, change in Tastes and preferences [advertising, fashion fads, government policies, change in seasons/holidays], change in consumer Income, Demographics [population size, age/sex composition], change in consumer Expectations - speculative demand

tired.

2011-02-16T22:16:00.003+08:00

I don't know which bothers me more;
:(

I shouldn't have done the item haha
So stupid.

2011-02-12T15:21:00.001+08:00

Crutches!!
So cool.

Orientation was such a blast
but it's over :(

nvm got POP!!

thank you jesus i'll be well by then and ready to dance!

><

Loveeee my og and ct people <3

2011-02-04T21:29:00.002+08:00

Haven't blogged since FOREVER.

I love my OG <3 <3 <3
they're awesomeness defined.

Feel sick now though =/
All i feel like doing is going to bed and skyping

'cos my head is spinning~

Gahhh okay dowan blog anymore for nao.

2011-01-18T19:30:00.002+08:00

Happy 50th birthday auntie pat ~
she's currently downstairs skyping the moks with my mom on her iphone
haha, quite funny

she bought us both gowns! and sarah too
like wowww o.o
but she earns as much as my dad and she doesn't have such a big family to support so i suppose it's okay for her =X

popopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopo
SATs :(

2011-01-16T21:57:00.000+08:00

Oh shit haven't felt this sick in a while
Hope the nausea's fake :(

Starting to lose interest in blogging
nuuuuuu!

i really want to go for the lyrical jazz II class omg
Needa find people to go with D:

so awesome.

And so painful. LOL.

2011-01-12T21:46:00.000+08:00

me is not feeling well
:(

2011-01-10T16:47:00.000+08:00

what the hell, seriously.

2011-01-06T23:34:00.000+08:00

tired

2011-01-04T23:20:00.001+08:00

6 dayys
Thank you jesus I shall do miraculously well and get into hwachong and have an amazing jc life
Amennnn.

2011-01-01T13:12:00.002+08:00

Happy new year everyone ~

I started the year by
Going up into auntie karmen's marina bay apartment and realising that the lift couldn't work properly
Getting to the 40th floor somehow and running down 8 floors for fear that we'd have to say happy new year in the lift
But we got to watch the fireworks~

Halfway through videoing I realised that i left my phone inside
So the moment i stopped the video I tried to rush in
And ran smack straight into the glass window
[started the year with a bang, says my sister]
After the pain gradually subsided,
I reached up to find a balakoo!
Okay it looks so weird in written form
Bump bump
It's still theree but less prominent now

(y)
Funny start to this year, really

Before that i was at coach's houseee
Israel sharing was so cool =O
And the house [okay coach's parents' house]
Was crazy big!
Super nice.
Love my dggg ~

Another party tonight
Don't really wanna go but must =/
Supposed to play mahjong first
I completely forgot how to play

Ah well whatever.
Bring something to play

2010-12-26T22:49:00.000+08:00

Not a headache too :(
Omgggg this is so sucky.
Runny nose/sneezes + cough + headache isn't a good combination

I should sleep

2010-12-26T21:26:00.003+08:00

Service today was gooooooddd!
And the items awesome.
Wish it were yesterday thoughh
I didn't really celebrate christmas the way i should've.

I bought 'i sing hosanna'!
It's finally out haha
it's in the car now tho.
I'll bring it up tomorrow

Sucks to be sick like this =/
This kind of troublesome sick
Not even bedridden sick
I'd rather that, hurr.
Gone through countless tissues already!

Stupid nose

2010-12-25T23:05:00.002+08:00

Greatttt I really do have a cold
Been sniffing/sneezing my head off the entire day
And i feel kind of sick-ish haha

Hope it's better tomorrow!

Auntie Pat's throwing her 50th bash in an elaborate way this year :O
Formal!
Party w/ dancing at some hotel in sentosa there i think.
She wants to take me to buy a dress tomorrow lol
I feel guilty if she pays for it though :(
But she insisted i keep it from my mommy
Arhhhh i shall sort it out tomorrow.

Service @ 11; my parents don't want to get up for the one at 8 haha
Neither do I anyway lol.

2010-12-25T18:35:00.001+08:00

What the hell?
Okay, I'll stop distracting you.

Good luck getting help from your eldest daughter who's going to be in the toilet for the next half hour and then she needs to write her christmas cards so she can't help

2010-12-24T21:33:00.003+08:00

I'm back!
From Japan ♥
Aweeeesome trip hehe.
Kinda too lazy to type out everything though.
Maybe another time.

I feel so tired, whyyy
It's Christmas eve!
So fast =O

I don't think I'm staying up this year
I feel ready to crash right about now

Hope the almighties are having fun in Israel!
Eagerly awaiting stories and my reserved pebble(s) [:

Now, it's time to do nothing.

Crap, I miss you.

2010-12-13T17:34:00.001+08:00

Gahhhh.

Okay leaving in 1h 45min

2010-12-12T21:20:00.001+08:00

Thankk God for the internet (:

I'm not bringing my phone tmr night :O
So.
Okay!

2010-12-11T19:56:00.003+08:00

Today zoomed past because i had no idea what i was doing, where i was going, or why i was going where i went
I __ed so hard my head started to hurt and my vision was virtually perpetually blurred
I didn't know where to go so i took the train to city hall and went to bk @ raffles city
That's where the christmas carols were playing
I got breakfast, but it took me ages to finish it.
Don't even think i tasted it

I tried to read the books about japan and see what we should do in tokyo,
But after a while i gave up and left
I didn't know what to do so i went to bugis and walked around bugis street
Then i walked to the national library and read two comics
That's how i spent the 4+ hours

It felt like everything was in slow motion but it still went by fast
... not that that makes any sense

You're gone.
You're really, truly gone.
No ):

2010-12-10T22:53:00.001+08:00

I lost it when you said goodbye

2010-12-08T23:59:00.001+08:00

Hahahaha still premature, but

lyrics are key

Please remind me to not dance on a completely empty stomach again

2010-12-08T23:48:00.001+08:00

The weather keeps changing according to my mood =O
It's actually quite cool

hiphop was harddd lskz.hvcnliawkbgmvds
I'm so unfit now haha.

I want lyrical jazz instead ):

2010-12-07T19:57:00.003+08:00

4 days.

They're off to prom now
Tonight my house will be invaded by j2 guys/girls haha
Wonderr if i'll get any sleep.

=O

2010-12-06T23:15:00.002+08:00

Today was ♥
Met with elly first then we found joyce @ botanic gardens [orchard entrance]
Waited for a while then called kenny and walked to serene 'cos he was there
Found a dead small snake on the field in ccab :O
It was real! joyce & i thought it was rubber at first then elly touched it
*shudder*
Poor snake :(

They ate macs for lunchh i drank milo
Wasn't really hungry.
Lousy guys kept watching soccerrr
So bohring.

Then joyce had to leave :(
She had some national youth thing meeting @aljunied
So kenny and elly came to my house!
Kenny kept playing with crystallll [rabbit]
and i made elly play the piano for me to hear hehe.
Then we hung around in the study room for a while
And realised that we all had missed calls from pris =X

Decided to... LAN
For the first time in my entire life =O
Played L4D2!
we kept dyingggg at the circus stage
Haha but quite fun lah (:

Got sidetracked shall continue tmr
My eyes feel very tired
Actually i feel tired overall

2010-12-04T00:24:00.004+08:00

Sleeeepy

Seeing kenny play violin for carolling [which was really good btw] made me think of all the band/hciso concerts we went for
I really miss that ):

And then i remember there's 5 days left
It's technically already saturday

--

Can't wait for monday
It will be awesome.

I love jj's voice really
His technicality is awesomee
Hahaha how can people translate 'now that she's gone' into 终于她走了？
That's 'she's finally gone'. Totally warps the whole feeling.

Helping out at the Ayer Rajan West Coast GRC thing again tomorrow
With Smilyyy.
Missing service =/
But gg for seminar.

I shouldd sleep.

2010-12-02T23:34:00.002+08:00

Rain, rain, go away

My dg people are night people.
They all stay out so late haha
probably still out there =O

Ouch, pins and needles

2010-12-01T01:20:00.001+08:00

Please be okayy
I wish i could make you smile

2010-12-01T00:25:00.002+08:00

Today wassss fun

Watched rapunzel again with my three siblings + dai biu jie [charissa] lol
Realised they made the show child-friendly by removing all the blood :O
Even after mother gothel stabbed eugene hahah.
Mannn love the show
the song's been stuck in my head the whole day

Thennn marina barrage
For taboo and amazing race!
& arrival of the two uber buff jc-looking guys O.O
but too buff not nice eh. hahaha.

Met pei wei & miranda atttt raffles city
apparently i was a few cm away from sherwin but i didn't notice him
he messaged tho. haha
we bought donuts! WHICH I REALISE WE NEVER ATE LOL.
surprised sydney at esplanade library (:
haha unsuspecting girl!
her parents dropped her off hehee.

Ate @ just acia
where tisa was waiting
[bluffed syd that tisa was sick and couldn't come, and she believed hahaha]
food there's quite worth it actually i think.
Love the group
Can't help but have fun with them

Then A2J jc people came to find meeeeeeee
Grace, Marie, Nic Chan, Junda, Lionel.
<3 so nice of them
Went to marina sq
Arcade!
Bishi bashi ~ and drums and hotd for the guys.
Then pool
Ended at 11
Took 171 to coro
Aand thanks jer for talking to me on the phone while i walked home
Quite entertaining to hear your squeals and OMGs and I'M GNA DIE while dotaing
thanks ah uncle. haha.

Love my dg, love my cg. yay <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDDDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
AND SYDNEY.
AND YANHONG.
haha.

Daddy god is good
He sent the buses right after we prayed for them to come just now
195 for junda and marie, 171 for me.
And grace got her bus right when she reached the bus stop!
not sure about nic tho.

Okay i will stop blogging for now.

2010-11-28T23:43:00.002+08:00

Every girl young and old has to face her own reflection
Twirl around, stare it down
What’s the mirror gonna say
With some luck, you’ll measure up
But you might not hold a candle to the rest
“Is that your best?” says the mirror to the mess

But there’s a whisper in the noise
Can you hear a little voice
and he says

Has anybody told you you’re beautiful?
You might agree if you could see what I see
Oh
‘Cuz everything about you is incredible
You should have seen me smile the day that I made you beautiful for me

Celebrating lionel's birthday tomorrowwww at nic's house
[why his house? idk. lol but they live in the same area]
DG's meeting to fellowship first tho 'cos he can only come at 3+?
Soooo I shall go around then.

been going out so muchhhhh haha

Mommy wants me to start dieting with her tmr HAHA
then in japan can stuff ourselves
something like that.

I need to go brush up on my jap
Sighhhh.

I don't want to say goodbye

2010-11-25T23:22:00.001+08:00

Dear Taylor Swift,

If it is of any interest to you, Romeo and Juliet both kill themselves in the end.

Sincerely, Shakespeare.

lol dearblankpleaseblank.com (y)

bah my dad wants to restart the internet.

2010-11-24T00:30:00.002+08:00

Travelling at night alone is freaking scary.
This reminds me of the time in beijing when i went to find the bsc people
Although that was way worse
The feeling of being lost alone late at night really sucks

But thank you daddy god for sending 882 to the bus stop just when i reached it
After i walked the wrong way and called shawn to ask for directions
And for making me board the train that terminated at tpy after wondering whether i should wait for the next one, until i realised it was the last train when i reached tpy

Okay IDU camp was good
Even though i felt strange praying for the sec 1s because i felt like i was just repeating things over and over again
I know that god's working through me and the anointing is passed on to them amen.

And thank you that my mother wasn't furious.

Sec 4 dancers farewell tomorrow
I can only pray it will be okay
Please
=/
I'll leave early anyway.

It's been quite busy this hols actually
A lot to do.

My eyes are glazing over
Lol

どうしてもういちど
ないている
たのしくないよ

Just a dream

2010-11-22T22:15:00.002+08:00

I didn't ask to hear all about the latest documentary you watched, for goodness' sake!
Gahh.
Take the hint. It's so freaking obvious.
-.-

I will missss SC.
Prom was so awesometastic
I've bugged miranda twice about the dance item video and i think she's kinda pissed =/
I shall stop.

pictures on fb so i shan't bother
too lazy to type out the sequence of events too actually D:
so nvm.

Today was a really good day
Thank you
<3

Tomorrow IDU camp
meeting the rest at sembawang mrt @ 2.45
nottt staying overnight
Can't be bothered to haha

Hope it'll be another good day!

I was thinking bout you
Thinking bout me
Thinking bout us
What we gonna be
Open my eyes
It was only just a dream

2010-11-18T22:33:00.002+08:00

Hahahha dele and her exaggerations are so funny.

Man i hate music editing D:
So troublesome.
Then must convert from one form to another
Stupiiiid.
But it's done!

Tomorrow's gna be a cooool day.
doing my hair at likeee 2+ i guess idk
nothing fancy because after dance it'd all come out
Dai biu jie [charissaaaa]'s coming at 3+ to help me with my makeup
i just called her today on the way to grad. and she said okay lol!
apparently she's really free now.
then i told the exco i can come at 4+ to help out
Performers report at 5.15 though

Idk if i should go in my prom dress or in a shirt and shorts first.
Hmmmmmmm.

okay anyway
i hope tomorrow goes uber well and that we'll all look uber pretty :D:D:D:D:D
lol.

don't feel like i've already graduated
tho i have my two certs to prove it
aiyoh.
a decade in scgs
this is the end

2010-11-17T21:57:00.001+08:00

Okay.
I'm okay now.

(:

2010-11-17T19:25:00.000+08:00

What the freaking hell is wrong with me

2010-11-16T23:09:00.002+08:00

Thank God for inventing hugs because they're the best bad-feeling-sappers ever

Can you really blame me for not wanting to do single ladies?
I'm sorry but I'm really not comfortable with that.
Check out beyonce's video - why the heck would i want to do that in front of our principal and teachers and friends
I'd rather get you angry than compromise on my own principles and boundaries
And I'm sorry but seriously, how can you teach dance like that
Going at your own pace, not caring about how people are catching on,
Then getting pissed because we can't follow a thing
Okay I'm in no position to talk

Aiyah.

I'll stick to just doing our own group routine, thank you
It's better than that.
I'll just disappear backstage at the last section, no big deal.

I was angry and sad and all asdfghjkl; just now but i'm fine now! (:

On that note,
Love dele!
Omg she's an absolute pro at learning from youtube videos haha
It's a mix of circus and scream
Fastt routine
Uber fun [:

after dance i went to shop with abby today!
@various places ranging from 313 to paragon to idk.
I got my shoeeees ~ from charles and keith
<3 them.
Abby got hers from new look
We're planning on prom night after we stay over at our respective places
she'll come over to my house in the morning, dump her stuff, and we go to DARE tgther

I ate dinner with her family @ shaw house/centre
At a restaurant called the Ship or something
Just had breadd and soup and water and i was really full

Wondering if our dg's crashing prom
That would be fun!
With our plan heheheheheheheehehehehhehehe.
Melia's leaving for indo tmr morning tho =/
can't send her off cos there's practice from 8-12 at gen's house

after that might have lunch with auntie pat, tim, dom and e biu jie [who can drive now!]

Then liyan requested my presence as a shopping companion because she needs advice ahahha so i'm gna look for her at orchard
Agaaainnnn.
Hahaha
Supposed to go ktv with her and the others tomorrow at 11 but. dance. =/
Sigh.
Would've been so fun.

This is quiiite a long post =O
considering i haven't been posting for a while heh.

I think friday will be really fun!
Yayyy <3

Schleepy.